I’m sorry that I haven’t been updating my posts, it’s just that I wanted to be very careful about what I was going to say.
You know that I had a miscarriage on New Year’s eve of a 6 week old embryo whose heart just didn’t start to beat. But today I do have the courage, the courage to tell you all that I AM again pregnant!
It’s now been 9 weeks and I have had 3 sonograms. We saw and heard the heartbeat at 6 weeks and yesterday we saw the ‘baby’ move! I couldn’t believe eyes and asked my husband if he saw it too. Just making sure that I wasn’t hallucinating there. But I wasn’t. It was the most incredible moment, E-v-e-r!
Dear Father God, I thank you for letting us see our baby move for the first time. I pray for our baby’s heart as it finishes dividing into four chambers, and the valves start to form — as do her/his tiny teeth. I also pray for our baby’s organs, muscles, and nerves that are now kicking into gear. You already know who this baby will be, a girl or a boy, yet it is only now forming in my womb. Let it all happen according to your will.
Please take the anxiety away from me and help me trust You in full.
Bless all who deal with loss, infertility and all who visites my humble blog, in Jesus Christ name I pray, Amen.
He gives the barren woman a home, making her the joyous mother of children. Praise the LORD! – Psalms 113:9